Life is fragile...

Yesterday night I suddenly felt that life can be so fragile.... and many time we often take the people aroud us for granted... we always felt that nevermind, there will be always the next time... the next next time... but some time there won't be a next time again for what you know... you won't know when you will be gone... Yesterday night I went to pay my last visit to my friend's mon in the hospital... seeing her lying motionless on the bed felt like she is a baby sound a sleep... she will wake up...she is just a sleep... but she is not going to wake up no one... she is brain dead when we are there to see her yesterday night... machines are surrounding her, tubes are all over her- out from her mouth, from her hands etc; just to keep her organs alive so that they can havest them this morning... I could not hold my tears when I saw her lying on the bed... althought I hardly know her but she is my friend mother and the last time I see her which is a few months ago... she is still laove bouncing and helping my friend selling his t-shirt at timble... every things happen so fast YL said to me... on sat she is still cooking dinner with her and say she will teach her how to cook, etc and on monday morning when she is about to get to work she felt a sharp pain at the back of her neck, asked her husband to call teh ambulance, she still can talk to the medic when they arrive and on the way to the hospital she lost conscious... and since then she never woke up... twice the doctors have pronounced brain dead... I went to the hospital with a heavy heart... I din't expect this to happen at all, as I thought she will pull it through... I thought is just a minor stroke... never to expect I will be there to witness death...

Suddenly all these kicks in and I suddenly feel like rushing home and give my mum a hug and say I love her... I suddenly feel that we are taking things for granted from our family that sometime we din't realise they are so important... always felt that they are so naggy, wish they don't come and bug you, etc Is only yesterday that I felt that don't take your parent for granted... love them like they love you every day... there is only one life... and one life time to love them... once the time is up... you won't feel regreted for not loving them... I love you mum!~!~